Friday, July 24, 2009

Perfect Date

I was sitting here thinking about what would be a perfect date for us. All I want is you.

If we're just laying in the bed together holding each other, nothing could be more perfect than that. As long as I'm with you, it will be perfect no matter where we're at.
At church in the pew, prasing him next to you,
Its perfect in my mind, because there's nother we couldn't do.
I only have one thing to say, when you're gone, I'm mising you.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Mother knows best.

I was talking to my mom the other day about all the changes and events that have been happening in my life. As usual, my mom asked me how my ex was doing. Surprisingly I had an answer for her. I told her that he was doing fine and that he had stopped through the other day while I was sick. She asked me how that made me feel and we talked about that for a while. She said, "you know I really wish you two would get back together". I asked her why and she stated, "sometimes you need a break from the things you love to see what it really is". I agreed and she continued explaining how she never seen me so happy like that and how I just had it all together during that time. She also explained how she thought of him as a son and always will. Of course I love my ex and will never be able to have the same type of connection with anyone else that I had or have with him, but I had to explain to her that it has to be a feeling that both parties feel and if that's not possible, there is no use of going forward with something that's already a defeat. All that's in my mind though is the best things in life are worth working and fighting for.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

What a Grand Entrance.


Ok, so I was sitting at work and got an email from a coworker. It was a reply to one of those emails I sent out to tell them to look at the new Tranny, Nadia, that's going to be in the Tyler Perry Movie. She's the business by the way. (Not that I'm into Trannies). They Replied like they knew her, but when I asked them if they did, they were like "No, but you know I know people in high places and I'm sure I'll know her soon" Why must these Gays tried to be so much Grander than they really are. I think that's why you see gays with lavish houses/cars; they are so competitive. If you ever hear them talking about having or throwing something, you can be sure that they will compare it to someone or something else to belittle it. Jewelery, over the top, clothes, name brand and stylish, face, done for the gods, Car, Lexus, Mercedes, BMW, something luxurious or sporty, Dog, dressed for the gods as well. And they have the nerve to ask why there are no boys out there. It's hard to be a boy when you have to try to keep up with the life style of these futuristic gays. They are sure to make a Grand Entrance.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I remember.....

Yesterday I was a little under the weather. I remembered though. I remembered how the simple things can be the best things in the world. They always have been. What am I talking about. I'm talking about the simple things in a relationship. Laying in the bed and watching TV, having breakfast, cooking together, taking care of one while they are sick, a simple call to see how the other person is, a feeling that will make you're entire day change. I remember and always will....