Absolutely Not

Absolutely Not.

You thought I would be weak.
You thought I would be one of those lil boys you could just treat anyway and you’d be the only one I’d seek.
Absolutely not.
You thought that you could play mind games,
You thought that you could get upset and do what you do, come back and things would be the same.
Absolutely not.
You thought I was too nice to have my own voice,
And when you put up an ultimatum, you thought that I would make the right choice.
For you that is, Absolutely not.
Please know that It’s not always about you, because I’m grown enough to live for me,
I rather be by myself than to have a lack of communication that would prevent my mind from being free.
So you see, I’m not some fool that’s will to chase after you or anything that you got,
You thought I would always hold on to you, absolutely not.

And I knew I had to do something.

I have found that I am one to be quick at the mouth and that I don't hold much back. Do I think that this is a bad quality, hell naw. I knew I had to do something. My friends often say I tell too much. Dang gommit work. TBC......