Cabin Trip 2010

So we are going on another cabin trip this year. I know I said that I would not plan another one, but everyone requested that I did and I'm affraid to let someone else plan it. 1. I'm not sure if I can trust someone else to do it. 2. Some people will not be willing to go if I wasn't planning it. Already, we are running into some of the same issues as last year, certain people want to go but never have their money ready. I know I don't make the most, especially with me recently quiting my second job, but $110.00 is not much. Especially to include a weekend with all food, and unlimited alcohol. I spend that much on a Saturday night out with friends.

Dinner $45.00
Club $20.00
Drinks $25.00
After club Waffle house $10.00

I don't know half the people that are going so thats going to make it pretty interesting. One of my bestfriends are going but the other one is not. I'm so happy Sibel is not going this year, she stirs up some shit every year. I have to admitt, she does make the trip memorable. This year, I hope that it's memorable in a different way. I look forward to lots of drinking, games, and competitions. I don't want to do all the cooking this year. I get so tired of that. I don't get to go on the trip for free so why should I work it. A matter of fact, I alway end up using some of my own money to cover things. Not this year baby. Any ways. This should be a great fun trip. I got two new Judies, Errol and Quinton, so its going to be one mo.

Let 2010 Begin.

I haven't wrote anything in a long time. Now that I look back at 2009, I have learned a lot over the past 16 months. Yes, I said 16 not 12. So my year has started off simular to 2009. I have found someone that I enjoy getting to know and we will see where it leads from there. Let my friends tell it, we are already together. LOL. HIT IT. I'm so looking for change this years. Increase, advancement, growth, release, and favor. I don't even know what to write about right now. Here are a few of my goals.

1. I have to work on my health. Work out and get this body right
2. Attend church more frequently
3. Keep my friends close andrelease those negative things.
4. Pay off bills
5. Spend more time with my family. (Esp. the boys)
6. Increase my income.
7. Finish School
8. Work on music
9. Work on websit
10. Learn how to cook better.

I know it is a small list, but this is what I want on top of peace and happiness. So back to this mistery person. This is someone that I've held a few short conversations with out and about, via facebook, etc. We finally got the opportunity to sit down and talk and I found out that they had just as much in interest in me as I did in them. We have been hanging pretty hard. My bestfriend said that he was happy to have his bestfriend back. I have to admitt, since my last real relationship, I have not been the same. I changed dramatically and I'm so happy to be able to see a light out of that dark time. I'm glad this person can be a part of bringing that light, but I thank God most for helping me get to the point to be able to realize where I was and where I want to be. Thanks friends and family for all your support. I think all that has need to be release and cast out of my life has been done.