A change gone come.

So a lot has changed with me lately. I miss a lot that I used to have, and I'm done with some new ventures and friends from the past. It's not a bad thing, but its definantly time. A change has come. I can honestly say that no matter how many changes I have gone through, my brother has been there through thick and thin. He's truly my heart. (tear drops) One thing that I have always done is believe in keeping people from my past in my life. That has now changed. Sometimes you need to remove some things to advance yourself. I know know that. I may not be releasing everyone from my past, but my relationship changes with them are a breath of fresh air. I must say that I love you with all my hear, and I want you to be a part of my life more than you can imagine. I have yet to let go of so much that I hold on to and I think about all the time. I wish I could have the relationship with you that I so long for. So I have to learn how to deal with you on whatever level I can. Love is such a fucked up thing. Why do we always love the things that we can't have? Or maybe I haven't changed as much I I should hae.