I just can't get over it.

Ok, I hate to say it, but I still can't get over the past. What happens when you've had something so good, that you feel like you will never find it again. Thats how I feel. I feel like the standards have been set so high that no one will ever met them. With that being said, is it fair for me to settle? Will I ever find happiness? Is this lifestyle so tainted that no one is willing to give their all. I have to say there has been times where I was not will to give my all; reason's being, I was scared, didn't want to get hurt, wasn't sure about a future with the other person, had some personal issues going on, etc. I know, sounds like excuses. I'm over that stage. I know what I'm looking for, but I have yet to find it again. One day. I think the biggest problems with relationships is there is too much outside interference. Whether it be a past relationship, blocked emotions, friends, sexy other people, the club, etc. I don't want to deal with any of that. So Mr. Right, no Mr. Right now, if you're out there, holla at me. 404-777-9311