Staying Wet.

Ok, so this year I must have a signiture thing. I have to say the shower has been my bestfriend in 2010. Here's the stories. Once upon a time there was a shower in the mountains. I was nice and big, glass so you could see through, a tile sitting area in it, and several heads. I was super drunk so I decided to give her a visit to take the edge off. I jumped in the shower and began to enjoy her company. I guess someone was attracted to her as well because they decided to pay her a visit too. I don't remember how and when they got in the shower, but after that, it was nothing but pure wetness everywhere. Can I blame it on the Alcohol, Hell yes. Will I only blame it on the alcohol, HELL no. Just like the alcohol made me attracted to the shower, so did this other person. I got out of the shower and headed to the bed and so did they. Some how the steam followed us. Although I had taken such a long shower, I woke up and felt so dirty afterwards. Reason being, the third party was a friend of an Ex. (THE WORST THING I'VE DONE IN MY LIFE) This past weekend, I went to Miami. Boy was this trip different. Lord knows I love to take long showers and I had the opportunity to take one on Sunday. So every Memorial weekend, we go to the Nude beach in Miami on Sunday. It was hot and I got sweat all over my body. Not only was I nasty, but I had sand all in my skin. When I was in the water, I met someone. We exchanged room numbers and decided to get out to have some personal time and exchange telephone numbers. After talking for a while, we knew that we would need to take a shower to get the filth off of us so we made plans to take one together. We got back and then we did just that. We helped each other get the dirt off of each others bodies and then we laid in the bed and talked. Unlike last time, I didn't feel dirty like the last time, I was nice and clean. I'm working on getting me a huge shower built in my next place. Anyone want to work on the floor plan with me.

The get along Gang

Hard core Friends

It takes a lot to be in my crew. You have to have an outgoing personality, can’t let people run over you, must not be a follower, speak your mind, be able to take harsh comments, and keep it real enough for everyone. I mean think about it, how can you take all the harsh reading that goes on within my crew if you are super sensitive. At any point, you might get called, ugly, be told that you can’t get nor keep a man, that you have a degree but your job wouldn’t show it, that you’re a slut, that you’re chasing after a man, you’re fat, you’re rude, your too gay, you don’t know who you are, you’re old, you’re young and just don’t get it, etc. I think you get the point. Gays constantly judge each other and if you can’t take it, you might need to get out the kitchen. I say all this when I really feel that we knock each other down sometimes instead of building each other up. Although we do this, I know that my friends will be there when I really need them too. Where did all of the feelings go? LOL. Read honey; tell her, she just read you down. Is that all real enough for you? In reality, I think not.

Signing out,


The get along gang.

Mother knows best.

I was talking to my mom the other day about all the changes and events that have been happening in my life. As usual, my mom asked me how my ex was doing. Surprisingly I had an answer for her. I told her that he was doing fine and that he had stopped through the other day while I was sick. She asked me how that made me feel and we talked about that for a while. She said, "you know I really wish you two would get back together". I asked her why and she stated, "sometimes you need a break from the things you love to see what it really is". I agreed and she continued explaining how she never seen me so happy like that and how I just had it all together during that time. She also explained how she thought of him as a son and always will. Of course I love my ex and will never be able to have the same type of connection with anyone else that I had or have with him, but I had to explain to her that it has to be a feeling that both parties feel and if that's not possible, there is no use of going forward with something that's already a defeat. All that's in my mind though is the best things in life are worth working and fighting for.