"Is that real enough for you"

In the great words of Duck, AKA CYREK, "Is that real enough for you"

I said a lot, but you have yet to understand a word that I have said.
You seem to only be conserned with the thoughts that are in your head,
My actions are softly displayed when I'm trying to address you,
but it's time I take another rout, is that real enough for you.
You came into my room and we started to kiss,
But not only did your lips touch my lips,
Your lips touched mine and my lips were fine,
but when my lips touched yours, you lips left something behind.
I pulled away for you lips had a dreadful taste,
So I worked my way back up to let my lips massage your waist.
You tried to get at me, but I resisted and instead we went to sleep,
As we held each other, I thought to myself, what a task incomplete.
The next day was brand new as you left by bed,
but much to my surprise, later you denied giving me head.
So you try to down play what happen as if it never existed,
So I tell all the news about your bad lips I was never kissin,
A smell so bad, a touch so unclean, a mess if you ask me Cause that's how it seemed
A Job well done, I think not boo, so I only have one thing left to say. Is that real enough for you"

"Close Your Legs to Married Men"

So a friend made the statement "close your legs to married men" to me today, which is from the Real Housewives of Atlanta. (Here is a clip http://www.bravotv.com/watch-what-happens-live/videos/the-phone-call-kim-confronts-nene) I thought this was the funniest thing in the world. It was funny to me because I have never slept with someone that was married, but I have slept with someone whom one of my friends used to talk to. (I'd like to say I'm sorry to that person, you know who you are and we have already talked about that). Just because the person is no longer talking to your friend, does that make it right? I don't think so. It would make it worst if one slept with a friends boyfriend. I have a lot more to say.

The get along Gang

Hard core Friends

It takes a lot to be in my crew. You have to have an outgoing personality, can’t let people run over you, must not be a follower, speak your mind, be able to take harsh comments, and keep it real enough for everyone. I mean think about it, how can you take all the harsh reading that goes on within my crew if you are super sensitive. At any point, you might get called, ugly, be told that you can’t get nor keep a man, that you have a degree but your job wouldn’t show it, that you’re a slut, that you’re chasing after a man, you’re fat, you’re rude, your too gay, you don’t know who you are, you’re old, you’re young and just don’t get it, etc. I think you get the point. Gays constantly judge each other and if you can’t take it, you might need to get out the kitchen. I say all this when I really feel that we knock each other down sometimes instead of building each other up. Although we do this, I know that my friends will be there when I really need them too. Where did all of the feelings go? LOL. Read honey; tell her, she just read you down. Is that all real enough for you? In reality, I think not.

Signing out,


The get along gang.

Perfect Date

I was sitting here thinking about what would be a perfect date for us. All I want is you.

If we're just laying in the bed together holding each other, nothing could be more perfect than that. As long as I'm with you, it will be perfect no matter where we're at.
At church in the pew, prasing him next to you,
Its perfect in my mind, because there's nother we couldn't do.
I only have one thing to say, when you're gone, I'm mising you.

Mother knows best.

I was talking to my mom the other day about all the changes and events that have been happening in my life. As usual, my mom asked me how my ex was doing. Surprisingly I had an answer for her. I told her that he was doing fine and that he had stopped through the other day while I was sick. She asked me how that made me feel and we talked about that for a while. She said, "you know I really wish you two would get back together". I asked her why and she stated, "sometimes you need a break from the things you love to see what it really is". I agreed and she continued explaining how she never seen me so happy like that and how I just had it all together during that time. She also explained how she thought of him as a son and always will. Of course I love my ex and will never be able to have the same type of connection with anyone else that I had or have with him, but I had to explain to her that it has to be a feeling that both parties feel and if that's not possible, there is no use of going forward with something that's already a defeat. All that's in my mind though is the best things in life are worth working and fighting for.

What a Grand Entrance.

Ok, so I was sitting at work and got an email from a coworker. It was a reply to one of those emails I sent out to tell them to look at the new Tranny, Nadia, that's going to be in the Tyler Perry Movie. She's the business by the way. (Not that I'm into Trannies). They Replied like they knew her, but when I asked them if they did, they were like "No, but you know I know people in high places and I'm sure I'll know her soon" Why must these Gays tried to be so much Grander than they really are. I think that's why you see gays with lavish houses/cars; they are so competitive. If you ever hear them talking about having or throwing something, you can be sure that they will compare it to someone or something else to belittle it. Jewelery, over the top, clothes, name brand and stylish, face, done for the gods, Car, Lexus, Mercedes, BMW, something luxurious or sporty, Dog, dressed for the gods as well. And they have the nerve to ask why there are no boys out there. It's hard to be a boy when you have to try to keep up with the life style of these futuristic gays. They are sure to make a Grand Entrance.

I remember.....

Yesterday I was a little under the weather. I remembered though. I remembered how the simple things can be the best things in the world. They always have been. What am I talking about. I'm talking about the simple things in a relationship. Laying in the bed and watching TV, having breakfast, cooking together, taking care of one while they are sick, a simple call to see how the other person is, a feeling that will make you're entire day change. I remember and always will....